Waiting desperately for a new beginning.
2015. A remarkable year for me. Unlike every year, this year has actually made me realize how the world is out there. How to act in a grown up way no matter how much childlike nature I have inside of me. I think every person has a child inside of them, that's why people say- "Act grownup." It's all an act, keeping the mind in illusion. Pretending you're worthy to be called an adult, taking responsibilities and fulfilling them.
How much I have to learn. No there's no measurement there. It's all about how much you can gain, not about how much is there. And I am up for it. I will let myself free off the boundaries and image. I will embarrass myself until I get to the point where I can completely be myself. This is almost the end of the year, the time to reflect.
I think God wants you to face your insecurities and your biggest ones. Because once you do it, you get courage. And it's a great reward. I am not anti-social, I just get anxious in front of people, mostly strangers. And from next year I'll be doing BBA. I'll be facing lot of challenges and I have to be outspoken if I want to succeed. I have to be the opposite side of me. And it's going to be stressful. Because being in front public and giving presentation is like my worst nightmare. I have panic attacks whenever I am about to give speech of any kind. This is like thinking outside of the box for me. I am in the process of taking all in and be confident about it.
This new year, I pledge to be confident. I pledge I will be awesome at whatever I do. I will sort my life out like I sort my files. Life is an assignment for me now. And I am excited to get at it.
2015. A remarkable year for me. Unlike every year, this year has actually made me realize how the world is out there. How to act in a grown up way no matter how much childlike nature I have inside of me. I think every person has a child inside of them, that's why people say- "Act grownup." It's all an act, keeping the mind in illusion. Pretending you're worthy to be called an adult, taking responsibilities and fulfilling them.
How much I have to learn. No there's no measurement there. It's all about how much you can gain, not about how much is there. And I am up for it. I will let myself free off the boundaries and image. I will embarrass myself until I get to the point where I can completely be myself. This is almost the end of the year, the time to reflect.
I think God wants you to face your insecurities and your biggest ones. Because once you do it, you get courage. And it's a great reward. I am not anti-social, I just get anxious in front of people, mostly strangers. And from next year I'll be doing BBA. I'll be facing lot of challenges and I have to be outspoken if I want to succeed. I have to be the opposite side of me. And it's going to be stressful. Because being in front public and giving presentation is like my worst nightmare. I have panic attacks whenever I am about to give speech of any kind. This is like thinking outside of the box for me. I am in the process of taking all in and be confident about it.
This new year, I pledge to be confident. I pledge I will be awesome at whatever I do. I will sort my life out like I sort my files. Life is an assignment for me now. And I am excited to get at it.
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