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Today was very nice. I had to go with my grandma to the bank this morning to help her pick up her pension fees, The weather was crisp and it lightened up our spirits. The time we were home, I felt like we bonded! If you read my previous posts, you know how much I used to dislike being around her. But these days, I am starting to like her more and more and she's just awesome.

So we spent the whole morning going here and there and oh my god it was fun. We had our lunch in the car, fresh oranges and because of the national day of our country that's on 16th, we got to watch jet planes stunts in the sky, noisy tho but I liked being outside. Staying at home is so devastating.

I felt kind of weird at first, because in the bank, where the pension receipts are handled, were all the old people coming in. Now point to be noted, I am always awkward around old people because they make me feel someday, I am going to turn out just like them, aged and weak. Anyway, I kind of accepted the fact that, growing old is natural, there's nothing to be scared or awkward about. And yeah...I have no issue of my grandma staying at our house. I often missed my ex roommate- my sister, but nanu being here, made that kind of go away. The room doesn't feel empty anymore.

You know what they say,date someone who spoils you,always says how beautiful you are and never thinks you've had enough to eat,basically, Date your grandma...heehee that is kind of sweet. I'd be glad running errands with my grandma for another time.

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