Skip to main content
Omg you won't believe what just happened this morning.

I went to college...ok that's kind of believable, because I had to get some official papers done....anyway so meeting him (my man crush back in college days you remember don't you?) was something hard to believe. Because he was supposed to be busy with classes. He used to be always preoccupied, as far as I remember.

So when I was like peeking through the teacher's room window, I could only see teachers from science department. I was fine however, I didn't expect him to be there. But then after I came out from our head's office I found him walking in the hallway. Just a second, we glanced at each other and I was almost convinced that I wouldn't meet and greet, I thought it would be awkward, he probably wouldn't recognize me. But then I thought, "When will I be able to see him again? No I can't miss this chance, besides, he already knows I am here, it would be rude if I don't say anything." Yes I thought these things in a second, while we were staring at each other. I would have missed him, he was already taking a turn but then I approached, for the first time ever I spoke out loud and clear to him! The college days, I was always shy to speak with him but today!! I did it. I felt awesome!

Good morning Sir!
He then smiled, I noticed he wasn't wearing his glasses.
"Good morning. How are you? He asked oh-so-warmly. Like he knew me so well.
I said I was fine and asked after him. He was busy after all so that was it. We wrapped it up , he was on the way to the hall room then...I don't know if he recognized me tho, I mean maybe he did, just my face, not my name. I felt that because it's been a year already and it's normal if he didn't.

I was also my way to the main gate, walking in front of the basketball court, craving a hug. I mean, if this were America, we would have hugged each other. I mean I would be the one initiating the hug. It's just, when you see your loved one after a long time, it requires it. A hug to fix all the missing emotions. I missed him so bad. I missed his jokes and all the nice things he used to say in the class. I wish I could stay in the college longer but my brother had exam so he needed the car and I had to hurry. I left the college playing back our conversation like I did in the old times.

I know this sounds cheesy but I think fate brought him to me. Whenever I craved to see his face, he came right before me. Like literally.  He just crossed my path. Not I. I mean how's that even possible...Today I knew he would be busy, I wouldn't be able to meet him, but I was wanting for one glance to see how's he doing. And boom! It happened. Aww it just made my day. :)













Comments

Popular posts from this blog

spring is almost here

Hi B,  Season is changing. The hard days are almost over.  The city I live in has turned so beautiful, I get overwhelmed by the beauty.  Tulips are in. Cherry blossoms are blossoming.  Magnolia, Beautiful white flowers, name unknown to me.  Taking a walk out feels like a celebration of life.  It feels like I'm falling in love with the city.  I remember when I first moved here 2 years ago, the excitement and the crippling anxiety of starting a new life from scratch. Now, after 2 years, I feel a warmth and love for the place.  I don't know if I would feel the same when the winter comes though. Seasonal depression is no joke.  My new mantra for life now is to chill.  Praise the nature and find pretty little corners in the city.  Write poems.  Paint, maybe.  Seek positivity.  Love. Be kind to self. No rush. Read books. Just flow.

long distance again

 I came back from my trip. It was amazing 2 weeks of my life. Seeing him again after so long felt strange yet peaceful. I finally got to be in his arms again. 2 weeks flew by and now I am back home and back to work and normal hustle and bustle of life.  He got an extension offer and decided to stay for another 3 months. It is sad because he was supposed to be back next month. He asked me if he should take it and despite having my heart aching I supported him in the decision. It is not confirmed yet but he probably be staying another 3. Another 5 months of long distance. How am I going to survive the winter by myself? I don't know. Honestly, in my heart, I don't care about how much compensation he be getting. I miss him so much and this long distance thing is killing me inside. Today is Friday night and instead of cuddles and movie, I am home alone. No plans to look forward. No one to talk to. I am the loneliest girl on earth right now. He is probably sleeping and not picking u...

winter together

 Dear B,  Sorry I've been so MIA. Here's the update you missed - My husband came back! He wasn't approved for those 3 months of extension. I've been getting enough cuddles and kisses to survive this winter.  Yes, winter is here. Never underestimate the Canadian winter. It's the worst. Everything is grey and dark. However, I am looking forward to going home in March. I'm so excited to see my friends again. Most importantly my parents and brother. It feels a strange kind of feeling. I am planning to 'visit' the place I was born and call home. It is definitely a new kind of feeling.  Things been okay. We are okay. I am glad to have him back.  We bought a new couch and a coffee table. It's still in back order and I'm impatiently waiting for them to arrive.  Can't believe only 4 days left to 2026. Time is flying so quick. Hope we talk again, B. I swear I missed you!