So I've got invited to a house-party out of 20 people and no matter how eager I am to go there and see their faces, I am feeling social anxiety just thinking about attending it. First, I never liked going to rich people's house, and the party host is pretty rich as far as I know, second, I just met them few weeks ago, I am not as close to them to get an invite however, I am thankful that they count me.
It's just that, coming back from tarc, I feel like the journey had ended, so are the feelings. There were moments yes. worth remembering by, but I don't see us, those friends sticking around long. At least I don't see me, sticking. I don't blend into big groups much. I appreciate small intimate groups where you can share everything that's going on with your life. Where you can actually tell whom you're crushing on and they will make fun of you every time he crosses your path. Before, it was just us, me turtledove, D, Sumo, Nalu. Now it turned into one big F group I hardly can keep up with.
But I am glad that I have met all these people. They're so cool. Looking back at it now I feel, my life has taken one hell of a beautiful journey.Those nights singing under the stars, laughing out and aloud, walking barefoot on grass, gossip over tea cups, watching football tournaments, skipping breakfast and wasting cash on junk foods, creating secret nicknames for the people we found interesting, yet words fall short how much is attached to this whole three months we spent there.
I've never been so appreciated in a crowd of people I barely met just few weeks before. And it's a privilege of spending time with them. I will surely go no matter how anxious I feel of this.
It's just that, coming back from tarc, I feel like the journey had ended, so are the feelings. There were moments yes. worth remembering by, but I don't see us, those friends sticking around long. At least I don't see me, sticking. I don't blend into big groups much. I appreciate small intimate groups where you can share everything that's going on with your life. Where you can actually tell whom you're crushing on and they will make fun of you every time he crosses your path. Before, it was just us, me turtledove, D, Sumo, Nalu. Now it turned into one big F group I hardly can keep up with.
But I am glad that I have met all these people. They're so cool. Looking back at it now I feel, my life has taken one hell of a beautiful journey.Those nights singing under the stars, laughing out and aloud, walking barefoot on grass, gossip over tea cups, watching football tournaments, skipping breakfast and wasting cash on junk foods, creating secret nicknames for the people we found interesting, yet words fall short how much is attached to this whole three months we spent there.
I've never been so appreciated in a crowd of people I barely met just few weeks before. And it's a privilege of spending time with them. I will surely go no matter how anxious I feel of this.
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