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Today was fun! I enjoyed it. Really.

The fun thing was actually when we had group task. And oh my god you wouldn't believe. There was this girl, who was practically throwing herself at another boy in our team. I think they probably knew each other but it was fucking weird, She didn't do any task or make any decisions, she was just playing with her hair and pinching that guy. Talk about substance. This girl had none. She was making stupid comments and the guy beside her was also an arrogant.

But in the end, I am happy that I can handle group tasks well enough. I made the core decisions. The arrogant guy was suggesting very lame idea and basically I drove our team into a direction. And all other members in our team were fine with me so....and guess what? Ours came second. Almost won. There were no marks. It was fun tho.


I realized there are many type of people. You have to cope with each and everyone. Maybe I could have protested when the arrogant guy abused one of our team members but I didn't. I let that pass. Because only he can change himself. He will not change for me. So, I didn't make any comments.

I have to say I have gained a little confidence in me. I should not underestimate my capabilities.

And you think I will write about each and everyday? No. I had all the introductory classes, from tomorrow I will have the main classes, the main course. I am gonna be busy. SO. Don't expect me everyday...Just because I am starting to love varsity life doesn't mean I have to write all about it. It will get boring if I do. I wanna keep it interesting.




















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