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I've been waiting for this for months. My grandma went to her sisters to stay a couple days and I just got my room to myself first time in two months. So much privacy! I've missed this so much. So much!

The reason I am sounding like a selfish grand-daughter is that, I love being alone in my room. I sometimes need expert's advice. And so I talk to myself...in American accent. Sometimes in Indian. What would my grandma think if she were here? She would probably think I've gone crazy or something. I mean I am a bit crazy alright, but she should not know that.

Today I made proper use of my privacy. I danced to Arabic and Spanish songs in my robes. And newsflash: My closet burst out and a pile, no a mount of clothes dropped on me. This is what happens when you try to find a dress to wear to your varsity's orientation. My room was huge mess, the music was loud and it was perfect. The way I want my room to be. But then again, my mom was shouting so I had to clean up. I've gotta say, I am pretty proud of myself for neatly organizing my closet. *pats her on back*

Then after 3 something hour, searching through the pile and second closet, I found a dress to wear on the orientation. Well technically it's my sister's, but a really old one, when she was skinny and I was skinnier. Now it perfectly fits me and I love it! It has a casual-gorge vibe to it. Besides, I added a dimension to it by having to wear black jasmine pants(not sure what to call it, pretty much looks like what princess Jasmine wears in bottom) that totally rocks the outfit and have super cute black and silver shoes to go with it. Happy with my choices. I am not into fashion tho, I've always gone to my sister for fashion advice or worn her dresses but this one by far, my fav. I think I am starting to learn fashion talk. Good for me!

So yeah. I am using every moment I spend in my room right now. Oh how much I missed sleeping in the queen size bed. I am gonna sleep like a starfish tonight.

Goodnight, sweet dreams and
who am I kidding.









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