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Weird day.

Eww, my mom just made me a shitty cup of tea with her doctor prescribed fat free milk.I am never dieting. Nope. Fat free stuff sucks. Foods should be fatty and sugary and rich.
So today, I was kind of...Active? I mean. Yeah. I did things. I woke up at 9. I am telling you, for me that's like...dawn. Anyway so I made it to the breakfast table...Yay. I didn't skip breakfast for sleep. HUGE DEAL. Then I went out, it was my accounting exam, then I went to college, submitted my practical sheets, filled up some forms, submitted it. Ugh. Oh then I checked out the bulletin board and it said our farewell is next Saturday. And I haven't fixed out my saree yet. My mom has a weird collection of saree. And I hate cotton. I hate those color she has. So she called Api and asked if she had better colors or anything I'd like. Nobody's got a good piece of saree. I am thinking maybe I'd go in a salwar kamiz. Then realized I don't have anything good in my closet. Some are too dressy, and others are too simple. UGH I wanna go shopping. Please.
Oh and I kind of got lost today.It's okay. I got my way home in a fraction of a moment. You don't have any idea how foolish I am with address and roads. I'm living in this area since I was in my mom's womb, going through this lanes 18 years yet a few times it happened that I got lost in the way, roamed around places like a complete weirdo.
The movie Fifty Shades of Grey released and I'm downloading it already. Not quite happy with the quality though and it says it in the comments that the audio isn't synced well with the video.I should have waited. Read it on the internet they changed the ending from the book. I still don't care if it's a crappy movie, I read the book and I have to watch it. So tonight's the night!. 

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