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confession #101

Yesterday was crazaaaaay!

Um...okay first just let me take a moment to digest all the embarrassment I had to face in front of my cousins, brothers, brother-in-law and I hope there weren't as many people. *inhales* Moment's taken.
So cutting to the heart of what happened last evening. Let's just say, I didn't see it coming...coming out of my mouth. SO, My big brother just got sprayed by my spit and I am telling you. it was absolutely accidental. I don't wanna explain it any further or discuss the aftermath of the incident, because I have embarrassed myself enough already. And the memory hasn't erased yet so it replays through my mind every special occasion (esp. when I'm up for a soft drink) and I just can't stop giggling. RIP what's left of my reputation. I AM THE GIRL NOW, WHO SPITS WHILE SHE TALKS. So back off everyone!


Oh and Fariha and I had a sleepover at moon apu's place. You have no idea how effortless we can be when it comes to gossiping. And when mother-like creatures are around, we get pretty good with the sign language/whispering the dirty talks. We make an awesome team.
Anyway so last night Fariha and I stayed up late and we kind of had a discussion on, you know, how we want our future husbands to be. And turned out our tastes match. She wants someone loyal, intelligent,humorous, the one with sexy voice and sharpened nose which I too HIGHLY prefer in guys. And it's fine as long as we don't end up with same husband. :P For what she missed is I like guys with beautiful eyes, guys who are passionate and can be dominating in good terms. Oh and she seems to have fascination over boys older her age.Thus I'm not the only one.

So this is how it went with the family dinner, sleepover. And this morning I found Mysha as my perfect partner in crime after Api. Aww I am blessed. Here's to a fun-loving, unpredictable family. You'll never know what you gonna get in one family dinner. Face-spits, eye-winking tease from a 3 year old, a bunch of awkward moments, stomach aching laughs, shocks, embarrassments all packed in one dinner.Yet so random.



   

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