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confession #97

Nanu is really sick since yesterday. I'm starting to worry about her. I don't know what happened to her though, but I just want her to get well and soon be all happy and healthy. I know I have said some rude things about her in this blog, like VERY rude things. Now which makes me feel ashamed of myself.No matter how bossy and interfering she is, in the end she is my grandma, and in the end I'll always wish for her well-being.And I believe, love can cover multiple of sins. From the past few months, I started to get along with her, her self-esteem. Yet surprisingly, all those things about her that used to bother me like crazy don't really bother me anymore. In fact, she now seems completely tolerable and an admirable person to me. The bottom line is- I never really bonded with old people so she's a first on the list of I've ever bonded. And I truly, solely wish her of sound health.




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