SO this year started off without my sister and I was pretty much over the fact until we encountered the last time, when she hugged me so tight and kissed both my cheeks and almost the corner of my lips. I was like..."Look at us. We've almost lip-kissed." And the work there was done, I got to see her precious smile, a smile which I had been craving for weeks. It made me realize, how much I missed her all these days. You know this isn't how I planned 2015 would go.
Mama took us for a family trip the other day. A trip without Api. Does it sound any fun? All I could think about in the car was the last year's trip we had with api and I couldn't hold my tears falling down my cheeks.I don't think I'd ever have fun without her being with me every where I go. She was the one, the only one who understood every little piece of me.The one whose sweet interruption while taking selfies never bothered me a bit. I thought today, we'd get to meet, because Mama was supposed to take us all to dinner. But now it got cancelled because of the strike. I don't know when I'd be seeing her again. So this is how my new year's going.
Yesterday, Mama encouraged me to giving SAT and he showed me couple of college reviews and requirements on web. He asked me if I do any extra-curricular activities, I gave him a straight NO. But he really tried to give me courage and said if I had any hobbies or so, it could help getting scholarship. I said I do blog sometimes.And he asked me what I write about. I don't know why, but my mind went all blank. I could've said, I don't write on any particular subject, I write my innermost feelings, and it's kind of pointless to refer it to an extra-curricular activity. He told me to try for the colleges in Seattle. So nice of him to think that I could pull it off.
Right now, my goal is to take care of HSC. Because those shitty marks on practice tests ain't gonna get me an A+. Apparently,studying abroad is just a daydream of mine.
Mama took us for a family trip the other day. A trip without Api. Does it sound any fun? All I could think about in the car was the last year's trip we had with api and I couldn't hold my tears falling down my cheeks.I don't think I'd ever have fun without her being with me every where I go. She was the one, the only one who understood every little piece of me.The one whose sweet interruption while taking selfies never bothered me a bit. I thought today, we'd get to meet, because Mama was supposed to take us all to dinner. But now it got cancelled because of the strike. I don't know when I'd be seeing her again. So this is how my new year's going.
Yesterday, Mama encouraged me to giving SAT and he showed me couple of college reviews and requirements on web. He asked me if I do any extra-curricular activities, I gave him a straight NO. But he really tried to give me courage and said if I had any hobbies or so, it could help getting scholarship. I said I do blog sometimes.And he asked me what I write about. I don't know why, but my mind went all blank. I could've said, I don't write on any particular subject, I write my innermost feelings, and it's kind of pointless to refer it to an extra-curricular activity. He told me to try for the colleges in Seattle. So nice of him to think that I could pull it off.
Right now, my goal is to take care of HSC. Because those shitty marks on practice tests ain't gonna get me an A+. Apparently,studying abroad is just a daydream of mine.
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