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Nanu is feeling a little better today.

I had ICT practical at college this morning. And other stuffs. Just normal routine.
And the afternoon I cuddled with my brother's Ipad, finished reading some pages of Fifty Shades Freed. Still not done with the book.  What, can you blame me? It consists 592 pages, I have 300 something left then I'll be done with the trilogy.But I've already read some reviews and watched a very funny video on courtesy to its plot that said- this book is all kind of depressing..blah blah blah. I already know some of the stuffs that's happening on the book. When I read a fiction that is too long, I can't resist myself from the spoilers. It's because I am impatient and curiosity kills me.
Anyway so back to the book review. Those weren't up to the mark though,I thought as its the last part of fifty shades trilogy, there'd be more positive feedback.I don't maintain any certain rules reading fictions. I read what interests me.
I think I liked Fifty Shades Darker better. And about the current sequel that I'm reading, it's not that bad either, but some parts of it were super gross. Especially the part when Christian shaves Anna's pubic hair left outs...Okay. Yuck. This was nowhere erotic but weird in so many level. Other than that this novel  is an average. A bit cheesy though. But still a better love story than Twilight. I hope the movie turns out good because I am super excited to see how Jamie Dornan plays Christian Grey's role.

Enough about book reading.You don't have to drool over this post because I'm changing the subject...
So my sis stayed a night with us. I was super-glued to her the whole time she was here. That lead me up to talking endlessly with her on no particular subject.Just us.Like we used to.And which reminds me, to confess something about my sister.Too personal? You tell me. She recently lost her v-card.:P  If you know what I mean, if you don't I have no other way to tell you this.
Anyway. Time for bed. I have early morning class. I am feeling an urge to cry. Blockade is still on all over the country, in big cities. But nobody cares. Cars burn, people die, get bombed, burnt in the road. Seriously. no excuse to eliminate classes or tests? Can't sleep one whole morning in peace? That's bullshit.






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