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Confession#78


I am sick and tired of exams. It's almost been a month. And there's still three exams left.At this point I just wanna run away, get lost in some place, enjoy the cool weather or you know, I could jump off a cliff. Both would be delightful. I mean seriously, I could do far better than studying for this stupid exams.

My sister's wedding plannings have stolen my sleep. Sleepless nights. Can it get any more depressing? I am utterly distracted by the after exam plans and wedding and what not.Tell you what,this weather is not applicable for studying.It is for taking naps and watching late night movies,wrapping in warm blankets while sipping hot tea.I blame the education system,they are driving us nuts.

It's December already. My most-awaited-favorite month of the year. I don't want it to be spent like this. If I get any F mark on any subjects there are gonna be retests and If that literally happens, I am gonna bury myself to death. This is no way how I planned my winter holidays.

Confession#79

So I was at the private the other day, talking with friends and showing them the pictures of my sister's Aqth. Looking back the selfies, one of my friends asked me what did I do to my hair because it looked stylish. I however managed to tell her the complete opposite sense of the thing I had in mind. You shouldn't be surprised at this since you're already familiar with my spilled out dialogues, the ones I once wrote you about.Anyway, so I was about to say.."I had my hair blow-dried at the parlor.And it got curly in the mid-way.." Instead. It came out like this- "I had BLOW-JOB at the parlor...and it got..wait what did I just say..oh no..no that's not what I meant you guys...no..hey why are you giggling stahp you people know what I meant..so please..."
And here we go again.


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