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confession #90

Facts about me.
  1. I have a habit of skipping breakfast for sleep. I can sleep 18 hours at a stretch. 
  2. How I skip working: for example, when my father asks me to fetch something or do some work I just play dumb. I pretend I didn't hear/understand any of the things he just asked me to do.
  3. Working hard or hardly working? Hardly working.
  4. Bed is my favorite place to be.
  5. Not highly optimistic. I believe sometimes it is practical to think-bad things can happen.
  6. I love tea.Desserts.Hugs.Listening music with my headphones in the car and singing alone.I love drama.
  7. I hate fish and veggies.Or anything that my mom thinks is nutritious.I like spicy food.
  8. I can't stand crowd.Noisy eaters. Back-stabbers. Bullying.Bad eyebrows, control-freaks.
  9. I like my privacy. 
  10. I get delighted by hand-written letters. 
  11. I'm a gadget freak.
  12. I'm not religious, I'm spiritual, I believe in Karma.
  13. I like guys older my age.Explains why I am always crushing on seniors.
  14. A great sense of humor, manliness, beautiful voice, good looks,confidence,kindness attract me in men. I like men who can be dominating and passionate.  
  15. I over think stuffs.
  16. I like crying in front of mirror.No idea why.
  17. Shorts, jeans, hoodies, cute tank tops are my favorite kind of clothing.I don't like tight fitting.But I like sweat pants.
  18. I like Axe body spray. And the smell of Calvin Klein. Not that I wear it, of course not.
  19. I like reading romantic novels.
  20. I like possessiveness in love. Jealousy is cute.
  21. I have stalking tendencies. 
  22. I'm Aries.My horoscope says I equal a good power of intuition.Also that I'm a good kisser.
  23. I love watching Youtube, there are many interesting videos.My favorite youtubers are- iiSuperwomanii, Bethany Mota, Chester See,  Salmon TheBrownfish, Howcast.
  24. Favorite shows- Dexter, Sherlock, F.R.I.E.N.D.S,Goodluck Charlie, Masterchef Us, Eat Street,SugarStars.
  25. Favorite channels- Nickelodeon, Foxlife, Zcafe, Starworld.
  26. I love doodling.
  27. I wanna make babies with Jensen Ackles. He's fucking perfect.
  28. I appreciate messy hair. Messy bun. Both looks cute.
  29. I love winter, quilt,sweaters, winter trips.
  30. I don't do much shopping. If I had money, I'd do tons of shopping.
  31. I like leaving memories.I like changes. It excites me. 
  32. I hate to be advised to or to be yelled at. 
  33. Music is often the therapy to my depressions.Blogging too.
  34. I am a camera shy. But I love taking selfies.
  35. Not very vocal around people I don't have much connection with.But very spontaneous around close ones.
  36. I like midnight snacks and late night tv shows.
  37. I'm a little crazy. If my friends read this line, they'd go all like- "A little?"
  38. I'm a tongue slipper.I can't keep secrets.
  39. I love surprises.
  40. I love reading other people's private journals.
  41. I've been complimented -"You're cute" dozens of times.Just a Swag Fact. 

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