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confession# 92

The woman who works here had sort of an emotional breakdown today.Her husband threatened to leave her and she panicked.Oh my god, if you could see the scene! She thumped her head on the door, repeatedly, crying, sobbing ugh and what not. SO much drama. And It didn't just end there. A moment later, when I was sitting on my table, studying, she came to me and stuttered some thing in her native language.I didn't get any of it so I just nodded in response.Piece of advice- "Don't ever nod not knowing what you've been asked for." Okay, then a shocking and awkward thing happened, she just hugged me out of the blue.And there's more. She sobbed onto my shoulder. Not just sobbed, took long-deep breathes. So that's what she asked me before... eww. I got super awkward. I sighed a big relief when she got off my neck,wetting my hair with her tears,nose-water(EWWWW!) and changed into a fresh sweater, washed off my face, cleaned my hands with hand-wash.  And tomorrow I am gonna shampoo my hair. Too bad I can't now, it's night and I had already showered once.I am sounding like Sheldon from Big Bang Theory, Aren't I? Well, can you blame me?

My mom and dad are out on a date.Cause it's 31st night! My mom called me a while ago, so apparently they are enjoying a concert and having dinner there tonight. Maybe I should get a boyfriend this time, It's getting really boring out here. 

We're going to Jamuna Resort on 3rd January. I could really use some vacation. Api is back from her honeymoon and she's visiting us home tomorrow. I missed her.

Overheard nanu talking on the phone again. I think she just said, she might be leaving for America on March, when it's summer.Things finally started working for me. I'm getting my room back in two months-ish. That's news. :) 

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