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Apparently I am the only one doing Math class today.
Turtle Dove and Meanie ditching the class...T has excuse,she's feverish but for some weird reason, I feel like she's gone home so early because B didn't stay after class. B has a crush on her. I bet she likes the fact that he has a crush on her, she keeps him occupied with texts and hangs out with him often of course not alone, she says she's not crushed on him, looks at him as a brother which he knows a bit. But I feel like she enjoys the fact that she is admired. I mean who wouldn't? If I found out someone was crushing on me, I would be pretty happy about it.

Anyway, not my place to judge...So my class gonna start in couple of mins. I have to leave. I am in the lab right now. I like solitary moments when Meanie isn't there to speak lame jokes and laugh by himself, when T isn't there to be just there with me because I am not fun.

So what, I am gonna be fashionably late to class.

I feel like computer lab is for couples. Or groupies. Or for some random loners. I came here to take slides for MKT. My courses this semester are basics, still I am struggling with Eco. I messed up in the mid. Messed up what could be an A. Now damage control. I have to stick with A-...

I should go. But Math class is vain. Doing the class anyway because I don't wanna feel guilty afterwards...

Okay I am liking this. I may come back here in the lab alone and write up a few lines some other day. I wonder why people need to be with someone when you can be at peace being with no one...

Adios.

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