spring is almost here

You wouldn't believe what price I had to pay to finish reading this 800 page novel in one night and half day,I didn't sleep, held on my pee, hadn't showered, I was stinking, still, I had to finish it, I was so into it. Then when I reached to the end of the story, I had a good cry, I read out loud lines that touched my heart like my usual self would do, after like months I felt like my old self again. Reading heartbreaking novels with tears coming down my cheeks automatically. I forgot I had finals, I forgot I had things to do and become. I was just sort of trapped in some bubble that the book and I created. I felt like I existed in that book, everything happened to that character was happening to me. It's been a while I had such a good read. It's Me Before You by Jojo Moyes. I absolutely loved it. I loved how after reading it I feel like I can actually change my life into something pretty amazing. That dream of mine of traveling around the world, I could make it come true. That crazy effect that it had on me, just reaching to the end of the story line. Although it didn't have a fairy tale ending, I loved it. I loved how raw and real it was. How artistic the line up of the characters was. I loved how it kept me from sleeping, the one most favorite thing I do, I liked how I skipped dinner because of it. No actually, I wish I ate something. I am quite hungry and there's nothing in the fridge for midnight snack, apparently.

Right now, I have fresh cleaned clothes on and my hairs all wet from the shower. I have peed obviously I couldn't hold it anymore, I am feeling a slight pain where my kidneys are. Or it could be just that I am gassy,and yes you didn't need to know all that. Anyway. I think I am gonna go crash the bed.