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my day.

So last night I was fully awake, ate sehari and went to bed but struggling to sleep. Then did some yoga to get energized for the morning. And sang a little. Then went to my table, prepared for my class that was that morning. And then went to class half hour earlier(Because there wasn't any traffic on the road I was hoping for) Today however was hard to concentrate because the lecturer was late and I was early that means I was too early than class time. And I was sleep deprived but whatever. I did my best not to sleep in the class.When it was over I went back home and went out again with my mom and sister for some eid shopping. I didn't buy any clothes, the fabric there felt like bed sheets. And those what I liked were either sleeveless or too pricey. So my sis bought a payel(she has a mania. Wherever she goes, she's gonna buy something. Let it be an ankle bracelet) My whole afternoon was spent checking out clothes and stranger's babies at the mall. There was this cute baby sleeping on his daddy's shoulder, his cheeks were so chubby! And he was sleeping so peacefully that I wanted to take him in my lap and caress his hair and give a kiss. But it would be inappropriate to do that to a stranger's baby so I was just watching him sleep. Aww I can still picture him.

Umm okay so then before iftaar I was home, on my bed, drifted off and awaken by my brother to break my fast at the iftar hour. Ate my iftar went back to bed again. Skipped prayer, skipped tea. Slept for another 4/5 hours.  Woke up again at 10 went to washroom. Brushed my teeth. Went back to bed for the 3rd time, slept till sehri, Uh ate sehri despite I was on my period. I was actually hungry. After that I had tea, now here I am sitting before my pc, writing about my sleeping adventure, which took various turns. Actually I am surfing universities on the net and that are away from Dhaka. Just wanted to check out if I have any option to stay away from home and family so I could you know...learn new things and grow and travel and meet new people so my life wouldn't have to be boring. okay so I am onto that. My morning plan now is to bathe and do a 20 min yoga. Oh and to sit for a while with the newspaper. And then maybe I could attempt to study for a while. Yeah I could do that.

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