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They think getting high is cool. Like it is something worth doing in life at least for once. Okay maybe, when you're bored af, this decision might sound worthy and you might just want to fall into the crowd.

Blame on the western Tv shows. They make it sound so cool. Even Sherlock got high. Ross used to smoke pot in his room.

Why I don't like my friends smoking or doing any kind of drugs? They think trying new things is youthful and adventurous but harming your lungs like that....Nothing can be fun when you're sick...They have potentials. I hate to see them wasting it just like that. I don't know why I care and judge but I just....It is so unfair.  I am not a cancer patient but things like this get me. Life is a gift. There are people in the world dying for one good heart/lungs/liver/kidney. I hate to compare but it's true.

Pathetic what people do to blend in. I don't think it's cool. I don't think any of this is cool. And if only I could stop them. If only I could make them understand....Please. Stop. Live. I know death is our ultimate destination...and life is short. Don't make it shorter. When you get old. YOU will need this body parts, you need them strong and healthy. Don't make them suffer now. Don't lose them before you even start your journey. Please stop. The new generation needs to sustain. Please stop.


If only they listened

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