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Weekend.
What a wonderful privilege that is to have it on Thursday.

I've been thinking lately. About this blog. I mean, I am pretty much sure nobody reads it.I am not thinking about taking it down, I don't write for people to read it, I write for myself. Whenever I am caught up with my life, I take a moment, I sit and I type. Ridiculous, stupid, thoughtless things, whatever goes in my mind. And then, whenever I feel bored, I go over my old posts. My life isn't eventful I know. But someday it might be. Or might be not. But to have it written somewhere, feels good. And here's what I've been thinking to do with this blog.

I will never take it down. Even if it reaches its limit of posts(I am not sure if it has a limit tho). I will keep posting, and posting as long as I live. Even if I lose my interest in this, even if I have better things in life, even if I get busy, I will come back to it. I will record each and every event of life out here. The day I graduate, the day I get a job, the day I start my job, the day I first fly in an airplane, the day I get married to the day I start a family. Every thing, and if you know me, you know when I say everything, I mean everything. Even in those days when I feel like it's the end of the world, I'll post something.

I know it sounds cheesy but. Whatever. Deal with it.

So I am going to TAARC next semester. That means I have to stay away from home for nearly 4 months. It's a thing in our university. They have a residential campus and we have to spend an entire semester there. I am excited about it.





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  1. Wanted to say, I read your blog :-) Keep posting for yourself. Say 10 years from now, all these thoughts would be wonderful to relieve. People change a lot; so does their attitude toward life. The only way to track this change is to keep a journal of your thoughts. Who knows may be at some point of your life, you may wanna come back to your "little you" and start over. If you become one of those people, so be it!

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    1. Thank you for this comment. I thought I was writing to a ghost. But really it was a nice surprise. Don't know how you found me. But thank you again. It sure did put a smile on my face...:)

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