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long night, no sleep

The day after tomorrow, HSC starts, NIGHTMARE.
I don't know if I'd still be available on writing my innermost poetic deepest cheesiest untold stories and things crapping my life. But If I do appear right at the night before exam, don't get surprised.

You know what torture is? Not having to sleep – is 7 on scale to 10, but be an insomniac at night when your exam’s just the day after tomorrow,  is definitely a 10. It’s 3 in the morning, and I can’t sleep. I have tried for hours just to reverse the weird sleeping cycle but here I am. Besides, I’m not studying as I should be. And I have an urgency, to go to the restroom but a big trouble just got in.

There are two restrooms in our house. One is close to the bedroom. The other is on the way to the living room which I always prefer cause it’s kind of clean. A while ago, when I went to brush my teeth and I discovered a giant cockroach. The size didn’t matter but the real trouble there is, that it can fly. So I decided to use the other one close to my room. And guess what’s in there? A big creepy pregnant spider! Ugh then I decided to figure out in my head, which one is more scary? Cockroach that could fly or a creepy spider that could climb up so fast with its creepy furry legs? Both so are! I can’t face any of them. So I am not going to the restroom until one of them just magically disappears in the morning. 

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