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Confession# 72

So it was the after-exam, stress relieving talk with friends.
I was looking forward to see that one particular face, which I haven't seen in weeks. And like a blessing he came down the hallway as I was wearing a face-splitting grin while listening to the chit-chats of those girls beside me. I pretended not to look at him until he passed by my side and said-"Why does everyone look so happy today?! Did the exam turn out well?" I flushed. He was heading out; in the meantime a bunch of stupid attention-seekers circled around and asked him to open their packet of chips.Ugh.I mean seriously? Aren't they a bit old to ask someone to open their food beverages? Can't they just do it by themselves?
I couldn't settle my eyes on him anymore,there he was...cracking jokes with his fellow students. And before I know it,he was gone off the gate. Then I realized how much I missed him the whole week.:(

P.S: The reason behind this dramatic lines and listening to crummy music is probably because I am on my period.Ugh.I hate how it has all the control over my moods.

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