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I can't wait for the classes to start...I am so bored being stuck at home. And I miss hanging out with my friends. I am on a movie marathon all by myself.
It is weird having to watch so much movies. I feel like I am making up for the years I haven't watched much. When I was a kid, say 5 or 6, the tv set was in my parent's bedroom. I hardly watched much, my sister watched this hindi reality shows and movies and what not. I remember watching morning cartoons, specifically Dexter's laboratory while getting ready for school. There was another tv set that was my grand parents' living room, we used to live together, but I hardly could claim that one. My grandma was a very controlling person and I wasn't brave enough to touch that one.
It was until I think when I was fifteen or sixteen that we finally got our own flat and tv that wasn't in my parent's room that was for common entertainment, that I finally could watch something on. However, there was always some sibling fight midst of it all.
Long story short. I spent my school and college years basically living in the dark. Now I have internet making up for those years. I am thankful.

Today I woke up at five pm. Gosh I miss university. At least, I was bound to wake up. Now look at me, I am on a reckless routine again.   

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