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I really wanna know what life has in store for me.

I can do anything if I just go against my nerve. I can achieve anything just doing that. But here's the twist. All the bad things go with my nerve and all the good things are hard to get. You can easily get addicted to a bad habit but you have to strive for things that are good for you.  How that theory not work for anyone. Self control is the key. And I don't have that. I fight it. Then I crumble.

To heal a wound they say, give it time. Trust me, the more time you take to accept things, the more are you wounding yourself. You're not healing. You're fighting the truth. So don't give it time. Accept it. Swing back. Do the things that will hurt you less. Use preventive measures.

Elasticity. The ability of an object or material to resume its normal shape after being stretched or compressed. That's your heart. That's you. Just when you think you can't take it anymore, you actually can take it to the next level, to a great extent, Just hold the thought right there- I can't take it anymore. It's the moment. It's the midpoint of your rising. So don't you give up. Apply your full strength and you will be surprised you can take anything and everything now. You will adapt to things pretty quick. So don't you ever. Yesterday you said tomorrow. Just do it anyway. Just think you have this 24 hours, not a week, not a month. Just this 24 hours in your hand and give it the best of you. The rest will take care of itself.

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