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Ann & I, we started exchanging emails. Because chatting's too mainstream.:) Here's the one that put a smile on my face last night.
Oct 30 (1 day ago)

 Dear Ramisa,
Your emails are so entertaining. I love your emails. I miss you guys a lot. My worst fear is actually coming true. I'm gonna be the lonely girl who has no friends very soon. I have 2 friends who are actually kind of like me but I have only 2 classes with them. Malia is kind of moving away from me which is kind of hurtful.

I'm guessing you don't get the type of my relationship with Michael and that you are very interested. He is a very unattached, wild boy. He is not into relationships. And we are just friends. The things between us are ok now. Thank you for your advice though. He doesn't do the crazy things he used to anymore. So we are ok. I think I'm gonna meet 2 Bangali boys this Friday. Always happy to meet my own kind. And I'm sure it was embarrassing for you in the class and I feel you. It's very easy to get tense around Mesh though. I mean, he's a guy. You can't expect no be all natural around a guy. And he's weird. I love your plan for rag day. I hope you have fun but not too much fun. Does Ankan miss me? 

I get crazy grades in my class by the way. I went to make an account for an website where you can see your grades. The teacher who made the address asked me, how does someone even do that? So I kind of felt proud of that today. By the way, are you allowed to write in the rag day t-shirt this year?

Xoxo Ann

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