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I realized, I don't make the best use of the resources that are available to me. It is mainly due to the fact that I am just simply lazy and unmotivated. I am too comfortable in my position. I gave up learning. I gave up the zest of learning.

There are lot of areas in my life that needs improvement. 
1. Communication
2. Relationships
3. Career
4. Thought process
5. Attention
6. Organization
7. Health
8. Vocabulary
9. Sleep
10. Overall Lifestyle
11. Dating
12. Personal financing
13. Confidence
14. Energy

I am not going to be perfect but that shouldn't stop me from attempting to be the best with all that I have in my power. Nobody should stop learning. Nobody should stop learning because they are too comfortable in life. Growth is very important. Being resistant to change won't keep me moving. It will only bring the same kind of grief.

Today, I will try to take the first step to make the use of the time I have. I am simply privileged now with the health and age but I should not take all these as granted. Life is unpredictable and I should prepare myself for it. Nothing lasts forever.

I will work for change.






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