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Somewhere around Florida, a 23 year old Indian guy has my picture and I don't know how to feel about that. He is in my snapchat. We have been chatting, and he seemed like a normal, average, IT guy. And I just figured. Having a long distance friendship won't hurt me. Though I hope he is not jerking off looking at my selfie. UGH. He's got like a nice beard and seemed okay, if he were my country man, I would've gone out with him, for the fact that, he is not a drop out or a failure, he actually got a job, a prospect but other than that. THIS... Nothing will become of this.
I pity myself for making such decisions to add strangers on a personal app. Like it is. I don't know. A bit scary. To put myself out there. I wish it were easy to trust people.

Anywho. I have mid tomorrow and I am like super distracted. You know about singer guy. Yeah, He is being extra charming these days I don't know why. I wish he were unattractive and totally aloof. But he is like super cute and has an astounding voice like. LORD. Save me from this mess. I can't fall over again, this isn't good for my self-esteem.

Okay, my monthlies are close and maybe because of this, I am attracted to Male attention. Yeah I am blaming on my hormones, I am a cliched lady, whatever, get bent.

I miss my niece so much it's unbearable. LIKE. I can't breathe.




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