I don't know what to believe anymore you know.
In two days, there will be a change of a digit and I will be completing 20 years on this earth. In these 20 years, I am no near where I wanted to be. No near the things I wanted to achieve. But.
But I suppose, that's what adult life is like. You get separated from faith and fantasy and get more exposed to the reality of pain and confusion. Of course, it doesn't apply to everybody. There are successful adults of 20 out there. Who worked hard on themselves, who gained something in return.
It is time I accept that, if you don't put an energy on something, it won't have any outcome.
I have to put myself out there. I have to set a constructive goal and work toward it.
I can say, I am not scared of being Kind. Of being called- Innocent. Because, I have encountered people being ruthless, having no sense of character. And it only has driven me to be who I am right now on this very present. Just to make yourself look interesting, you can't just backbite. If you take pleasure by being called a BITCH then you are nothing cool. You know what is attractive?
Boldness of character. Not hypocrisy.
2016 has made the scope for me to meet new people and see things in different light and gain perspective. You cannot change a person for your own ego. You let people be who they are. You accept. That's what I learned. And why would I try fitting in? Why would I change myself or pretend to be cool?
Let's face it. I am nice. I am neutral with expressing hate. I am never going to transform into a bitchy personality, because the world is full of it. I like being this unique. I like when people get shocked by my kindness. I like when they see me, they see only the good.
I like it and I am not gonna change myself for anything. Here's to 2017. Operation more Self-Love.
In two days, there will be a change of a digit and I will be completing 20 years on this earth. In these 20 years, I am no near where I wanted to be. No near the things I wanted to achieve. But.
But I suppose, that's what adult life is like. You get separated from faith and fantasy and get more exposed to the reality of pain and confusion. Of course, it doesn't apply to everybody. There are successful adults of 20 out there. Who worked hard on themselves, who gained something in return.
It is time I accept that, if you don't put an energy on something, it won't have any outcome.
I have to put myself out there. I have to set a constructive goal and work toward it.
I can say, I am not scared of being Kind. Of being called- Innocent. Because, I have encountered people being ruthless, having no sense of character. And it only has driven me to be who I am right now on this very present. Just to make yourself look interesting, you can't just backbite. If you take pleasure by being called a BITCH then you are nothing cool. You know what is attractive?
Boldness of character. Not hypocrisy.
2016 has made the scope for me to meet new people and see things in different light and gain perspective. You cannot change a person for your own ego. You let people be who they are. You accept. That's what I learned. And why would I try fitting in? Why would I change myself or pretend to be cool?
Let's face it. I am nice. I am neutral with expressing hate. I am never going to transform into a bitchy personality, because the world is full of it. I like being this unique. I like when people get shocked by my kindness. I like when they see me, they see only the good.
I like it and I am not gonna change myself for anything. Here's to 2017. Operation more Self-Love.
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