Everly

Oh my gosh I am so gonna enjoy this. So what happened is, the girl who works at our house, is a thief. She steals our things and puts them underneath her clothes in her drawer. She is leaving our house tomorrow so my mom kind of sneaked in her drawers when she went to bath. And guess what she found. My fav shade of nail polish and all sorts of things we've been missing out at our house. So my mom took back all of those without her knowing.Yeah, We stole back our things. Now I am just waiting for her reaction. HAHAHA. This is so fun. We all know and she'll know but we're gonna be completely zip up about this. YEEEK!

Oh my god, I just had the best dinner of the year. My mom's beef vuna is the food of the GODS. I just couldn't stop eating, it melted in my mouth, so soft and enticing. I closed my eyes and devoured piece after piece not worrying a bit about how I am getting so chubby these days. Anyway, I came here to tell you how's my life. I am recovered Alhamdulillah, and I have been healthier than before. My insomnia has recovered too with the dengu, it made me so weak I couldn't help but fall asleep at night. In a way, it helped me to get a normal lifestyle and I am kind of healthy now. My appetites are back and I have never been so present everyday, like every moment I am aware and my thoughts don't torment me anymore all because of the book I am reading, The Power of Now I am just loving this self improvement book, it suggests to focus on the present. The past, future and time are delusions, the present, the now is all you have. It just helped release some tension and I...

i am so sick of the bed. my hair stinks. i miss shampoo. sometimes i feel like im gonna die out, i get scared now sleeping alone just one night. i miss my other hand that was stuck with saline thingie whenever i move my blood goes up so my mom had literally been watching me pee. i feel absolutely vulnerable when i think about my admission test, time is ticking. and im not. wonder how a tiny mosquito bite could get you this much sick? i just realize now how much i could have studied these past week, just gone now, for falling sick this crucial time of my life . Pls Allah. Make me strong and fully recovered, i have so much left to do in this short time. so much.

Everything's just falling apart..........................:(

Hate being sick but love the attention my parents are giving me. Cried last night for I've not been the daughter they deserve, I don't worth this much care. I mean seriously, how did I end up having the nicest, selfless, sweetest parents in the world?  

Telepathy.  Oh gosh. I am having this supernatural activities in my mind recently, not sure it's because I've been binge-watching Supernatural (The tv show of two most handsomest brothers haunting ghosts, spirits and stuffs) this week. Wha- I can't help it. Do you have any idea how awesome Jensen Ackles looks on every freaking episode of that show? I pause every time he puts on his hot and steamy look and oh gosh, he's so perfect with those lips and green eyes and do not even get me started on other sexy parts of his body! Now I am going to say the weirdest thing, that I'm craving to do to his face lately - I wanna lick his sideburns! I don't know why I have this fetish toward him, seriously, but who am I kidding?  That sexy jawline tho, how can anyone resist not to...lick it? ...Umm..Let's just change the subject, shall we? SO yeah. Last night I had this weirdest dream, I was running back and forth in my house, like FLASH and when I woke up I was in s...