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Happy New Year!

I have a youtube channel now and I have posted 2 videos on public, singing about songs. It was shoot with bad quality camera, maybe someday, if I have enough money I will buy a professional one and maybe a microphone and do that with more profession and graphics but until then I might have to settle for this. I have zero subscribers because I don't have the guts to share my channel with anyone so I just left it there, hoping someday somebody would discover it and watch it.

Anyway. I have been awake all night. My first day of 2018 was spent sleeping till evening. I hate holidays! it messes up everything. Then I had dinner out, with my cousins, it went great...Umm then I covered Stay with me by Sam Smith on for youtube which I may delete or keep it, I don't know. Is it weird that I am covering songs? I am an amateur at singing, never had singing lessons, I just love to do it, got a lousy voice but I can't help it....Who's gonna watch it anyway, so yeah.

Then I watched Notting Hill...May I say, Julia Roberts is my favorite actress now. She is just too flawless! 
Then I am here, under my blanket, feeling a bit distressed, what would happen this year, I am hoping to be the better version of myself. Please don't let there be tears! 

Signing off/







 

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