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Umm...ever got the feeling, God listens? Yeah.

So I think...I THINK my parents got over their fight, in fact way over, because I saw them talking sweetly to each other like newly weds. So thank you Allah. You are awesome.

And...remember last time I said how this Che guy makes me want to cringe. Well it won't happen anymore. I HOPE, because I saw his status last night. It was about some ex-crush. I am not sure it was meant for me. But whomever it was for, she must be delighted. He said- he wasn't anymore into her, because she's got less pretty and less attractive. I couldn't help but wince at these phrases. Oh my god this guy is an Ass. I don't know it just doesn't feel right, why would he do such comment on the appearance of a girl it's like practically shaming her. Not cool dude. Not feminist at all. Oh god please I hope I am not that mystery girl. All this time, I made assumptions after assumptions. My friends also thought...Oh no not good for my ego. But I am glad on the other hand, that it's finally over. the awkward stares. Thank goodness. See God LISTENS!

Have to finish packing. I am leaving tomorrow. I just have a headache, last night watched The Jungle Book with my siblings. Aww just gave me flashbacks of childhood. It was so good. I loved it.

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