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The word inspiration reminds of my cool Daddy. From the very childhood days to this critical stage of my teen age life i would just go without saying that he's been my one and only inspiration. There's no such famous writers or celebrities or anyone that i can really admire more than i admire my father. He's such a blessing for me. He's so precious, so sophisticated, so updated and so simple. His simplicity amazes me. His way of taking things seriously,his concerning behavior, his amazing personality...he's one hell of a unique person that i would never be able to find in other guys. I want him to live to the infinity. I love him so much! 

For the discouraged, disheartened and broken people, Inspiration paves the day. It makes us strong enough to face situations, it helps us to see things in a different point of view, it gives us a new bright light, it guides us, it is something we all need eventually. When i get down, i get up, how? by getting inspired. I mean, really it's an intensive power, it converts our hopelessness into confidence. So, Get inspired! It cures depressions. :)

 I always consider myself the luckiest girl in the world. How did i get the bestest father in the world?! God! thanks for your mercy! The one thing about my Dad that i admire most is having the strength of not giving up. He knows he can do it. He will work the hardest, he will make it worthy. He never cheats, he is the person that believes in things that are fair to the world, he's realistic, practical and the most honest person i know of. So you say, do i need any famous writer or blogger to get me inspired? Hell no!

 “My daddy never did get what he wanted. But he had what 

 he needed.” - Princess Tiana



But the thing is: Loving someone unconditionally can be really scary. I'm scared of the day when i would not find him beside me, I don't want the day ever to come. He's always there for me, He's my hero! I just pray every single time to Allah, to take my life before he takes my daddy's...i can't just tolerate any bad things happening to him, can't also break the nature's law.But what i can do is give my all and all to take care of my daddy like the way he's been taking care of me since i was born. I am so proud to have such father like him.

Inspiration is a good thing if you can utilize it in a good way. If we copy all the good qualities of the people around us, and try to form them in our minds, the world could be a better place. So it is only you who can choose the right from the wrong and make your life worth living.because... 
Life doesn't have to be perfect to be wonderful. :)
You tuck me in,
Turn out the light
kept me safe and sound at night
little girls depend on things like that
Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
had to drive me everywhere
you were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be
***
you would hold my hand and sing to me
***
Turned around and you were there
The two of us made quite a pair
Daddy's little girl was here at last
Looked away and back again
Suddenly a year was ten
Don't know how it got so far so fast

And yes dear, you don't understand
It's not anything we planned
Kind of makes you think it's meant to be (it's a destiny)
I always knew the day would come
You'd stop crawling, start to run
Beautiful as beautiful can be ....... <3

                                                           Butterfly fly Away-
                                                                          Artist: Miley Cyrus


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