A Wishlist

#To have Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) as my husband..(madly in love with him;)

#To have uncountable money for shopping

#To fall in love someday

#honeymoon in Switzerland,France,Hawaii(thrice!)

#To have a pretty face and a pretty soul

............................my list is infinity.................

But i never stop dreaming or making my wishlist....makes me a happy hopeful and positive girl? But nooooooo! Positives are wayyyy outta my league! I'm always negative.I learnt it from my mother.But hey i'm not gonna be like her to my future babies! ;) I'm not gonna be a bad influence to them. I like to be positive sometimes.......

So about hoping for best and wishing and dreaming...you might like to read some quotes:

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” 
― H. Jackson Brown Jr.

We dream to give ourselves hope. To stop dreaming - well, that’s like saying you can never change your fate.” 
― Amy Tan, The Hundred Secret Senses

“All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.” 
― Walt Disney Company

“If I could have any job in the world I'd be a professional Cinderella.” 
― Susanna Kaysen

“Hope is a waking dream.” 
― Aristotle

Emily Dickinson - "Hope is the thing with feathers That perches in the soul And sings the tune without the words And never stops at all."

I'm a ordinary teenage girl,who loses hopes sometimes and passes hours in her locked room.I cry too,I decide to stop hoping and dreaming too,but at the end of the day i end up in dreaming and having affirmative thoughts. That's the human nature you know.You can't just stay awake without having thoughts whether its about losing or gaining.“When it was dark, you always carried the sun in your hand for me.” 

― Seán O'Casey, Three More Plays: The Silver Tassie, Purple Dust, Red Roses For Me So yes,at the end somehow i just get rid of my hopeless situations.I just get a new light of hope.That gives me strength to continue with my life.So dreaming or hoping for the best isn't a waste of time.It has its own benefits.

The life that you desire to have,The dreams that you cherish, The courage that you admire and everything,every little piece that gave you hope,saved you from shattering, don't give up on that.Because you just don't know how much you are capable of. At every step life is gonna surprise you with your capability.So giving up,losing hopes and stop dreaming are the worst possible things you're gonna do.So please don't give up on your dreams.That's the tiniest suggestion i'm giving you from my small observation.

At this point of my life i'm standing at an edge as my Bengali teacher at college told me.It's a danger zone.I can fall or i can save myself from falling down.It's my choice,my decisions and i have all the people to guide me(my parents,teachers) I just have to be so careful. But tell you what,at this stage,at the age of 17,at this very moment of my life I'm not doing what i should.I should be studying for my exam and what i'm doing is really not needed,nobody reads it.I'm mistaking and i know it.I have chances I'm not taking it.But i'm hoping that i would be able to finish my syllabus on time,i know i will do it.When i feel it i surely get the ability to do it.It adds a extra strength to my ability and that helps me in studying properly.Told ya! sometimes i'm way too much positive....;)

Actually what i was trying to say was,I have no idea where and how the life is going.I'm just going with the flow.I'm just surviving.It's really boring.So i dream,i hope and i make wishlist.All are uncertain but i believe in miracles. You should too! trust me it gets better! 

So yes ending this long boring crappy blog for tonight.Gonna start writing one again next week.so till then BYE! Stay superb.

“Maybe everyone can live beyond what they're capable of.” 
― Markus Zusak, I am the Messenger