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My sister's laptop has no music file in it. Can you believe it? She lives without music! I can't spend a single day musicless. I wonder how she does it.
So I am clearly not studying. I don't think I should be. My exams are just over. I should be partying. Nah, not much of a social butterfly. And my cousins are busy with their thing. Oh I am going to my friend's house this weekend for a get together. Yeah. Starting to feel my exams are really over.

Oh and I watched The Duff today, It was quite fun actually.
Ugh. I'm feeling useless. I should do something. Uh. Like washing my face. Yeah I could do that. Nah, I'll do that at night. Oh my god seriously I am bored. Urghhhhhh......I wish I could go to college and stare at his face. I miss that. Just kidding. WHAT SHOULD I DO!?

Mysha is studious when her exam comes knocking at the door.I don't blame her. I actually blame myself, for not being studious, like ever. You would see me the same, before or after exam. Effortlessly unstudious.

I had so much planned after hsc. Like I would start on learning how to put eyeshadows, I would read a lot, I would learn how to play guitar...And now all of it seem... *blows a raspberry*



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