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weather love.

I am loving the smell of rain. It's not pouring yet, but I could, you know, feel it. The rain's coming. And it's soothing.love it.
SO I have watched Fifty Shades of Grey movie the other day. For those who haven't watched the movie yet, take my advice- DO NOT WATCH IT. It's a total waste of time. And they had no chemistry. I mean what the fuck. It's disappointing. Jamie and Dakota had no what they call it..uh spark, they were like puppets. There were a bunch of kissing scenes which were like- okay. I mean not bad. The first spanking scene was unbelievably weird.  And the playroom scene was -uh - could be better. I have seen more romantic and good love making scenes than this. They could do it a lot better way.Anyway,I still don't understand why people keep saying; in the movie, the ending's slightly different from the book..I mean they actually didn't change anything. In the movie Anastasia leaves Christian, and when she's on her way to the elevator, camera turns to Christian who suddenly realizes something and runs to her and she's like- "No.NO, Christian!" Christian stops, just like that. They take a glance at each other and the elevator closes. Anastasia finally leaves him..The movie ends right there.No exciting things happen.

Anyway I am just gonna go.I am so lazy, like I don't even care. My room's a mess, nanu is annoyed because of that, she keeps on telling me to clear the mountain of clothes and stuff, and I am like- Meh.

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