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Almost two months down! I am home for Eid vacation. Never been so hyped about packing and leaving.

Changes.

I've made some new friends. Old friend stays. Turtle Dove and I; we got closer. And now I have to make new nick names for the people I encountered and spent an awful lot of time with. From the very first week in Tarc, I got to know Drish more genuinely, how fun she can be. She's like the perfect little buddy to hang out with. I spent most of the time sleeping in her dorm because mine's on the 6th floor and her bed is soft just like her tiny little hands...Yes she is short and skinny. But full of energy. That's what I like about her. Then came Sumo. She is hilarious and in a cruel way. Never misses a punchline. Never fails to make us laugh. Last but not least- NALU. She's just pure gold. Her words are powerful. She's an old soul and I am more and more getting fond of this girl. I love her pep talks. She's probably the sane person in our group. Yep.

Oh disclaimer. I made friends with boys as well. It's a funny story. There were in my class since the first semester, still- I never really talked with them. They make fun of me now of how I used to mess up my presentations in English Class. And I actually regret not talking with them before in first semester because they're all nice people. Like seriously.

Another disclaimer- I am crushed on someone again. And in the next post I will be more specific with details...Because now I have to shower. I smell disgusting.

Oh after what feels like forever, I am going to shit in my toilet. No place like home! 







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