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Fear-less


“To me, Fearless is not the absense of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, Fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.”
-Taylor Swift 

  The things that still scare the hell outta me, are cockroach and spiders. Many find it cute, but when I jump out seeing those yucky creatures chasing toward me, it surely doesn't feel cute to me. All the screaming and "I can not live under the same roof with these" feeling...ugh. I guess I'll never gonna be able to overcome these fears.Ever!

I find it very interesting- Taking risks. May be because of me being a business student.But seriously, those things that make storms in your nervous system, get your blood racing or make your heart beat like drums are probably worth of doing. These are the things that actually makes it all exciting, worthy of at least a try. 

 “Being FEARLESS isn't being 100% Not FEARFUL, it's being terrified but you jump anyway...” 


 Sometimes in life, we take back our words and pretend like nothing happened. May be it's because we fear. We fear because we care too much. We don't consider ourselves involved in some kind of fight or protesting. But yes we also have these people who fight for us, for our peace and happiness. We can't just forget what those people do for our sake. It's selfless what they do. So about pretending. cutting everything out and being silent in wrong situations : 
We live in a society of various characteristics. Some people leads, and some just follows. Some people just find peace in wrapping themselves up with rainbows. But inside every one is equal. Every one has the ability to raise voice. Some are just afraid to. We have to find those idiots and make them brave enough to protest against all odds.
You know what is powerfully sexy?  Self Confidence. Yeah, that's the thing.

 
Don't take anything back, if you did something you should have the courage to face it. You know you are more than you think. You have flaws, then accept it. why pretend? I think we all should be proud of what we are, because we are the greatest creation of God. We have that much of priority. And in the eye of God every body is equal. Racism sucks! So why fear to raise voices over humans.You shouldn't just let people influence your thoughts, your decisions, once you take it you should follow what it leads you to. It's your life, your choice and if someone shits in it get over it. it's you who can make your way through bad stuffs to peace of mind. 


   “And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them. It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry" and walk away.”



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