I am moving to new country soon. I have a lot of mixed feelings going on right now about leaving my parents, my brother, my friends, everyone back here. I don't know if I will make enough for airfares but I do want to come back and be in touch with them. I am bit nervous and also excited starting this new chapter of my life... I realized I have gotten almost everything once I dreamed of. I did fall in love, I did marry the love of my life, and now I am leaving this country soon to be with him and grow old with him. My life has been traumatically beautiful. I say traumatically because once upon a time, I believed that I would never be happy or that I am unlovable, or that I won't have friends... I have a life now surrounded by people I care about and I am loved and cherished. My only worry right now is my brother. He has been in and out of jobs and struggling with adulthood. I just hope he finds clarity and peace and be self sufficient. In this world i...