Everly

 Dear B, I am giving love a second chance and this time we are planning a future together.  I know I was adamant about not getting back together but something in my heart said, we are not finished  yet. I could not stop thinking about the 'what if' part.  I know probably because of the societal pressure I may have been thinking about marriage a lot these days. It is  also the fear of being alone. This world is scary already. I want somebody to rely on. We have that confidence in each other. I am not sure if I can get that comfort in other men. He has been very warm to me since the day we met except our breakup episode.  Right now, I have a lot of things to think about.  A. Are we financially capable to pull off a marriage? - Still questionable.  B. Will our families accept us? - I am more worried about my family.  C. Are we ready to face the future struggles and help each other in need? - Will have to see.  D. Will we be able to blend in...

 dear b, my old love reached out to me. he was remorseful. he told me everything i wanted to hear maybe a month back. the things that i once cried to hear. you know, a part of me wished he said all those things sooner. i would've gone back to him. i would've stopped thinking logically and give myself in.  i bid him goodbye. he shared his stance. i shared the pain i conquered.  i am glad my love did not go in vain. it got recognized and had a sweet ending.  my chapter in his life is complete and so is his in mine.