Dear B, My Nanu passed away last week. My relationship with her was not that solid. However, I do acknowledge that she was a wonderful woman. She was a prime example of a strong, independent woman back in her days. I admire her personality. She had been driven, passionate, and full of energy, motivation, compassion and such a people person. She was by far the best decision maker in the family. She demonstrated good leadership. My grandma worked as a headmistress for years. This could be one of the reasons why I always felt incompetent around her. I always felt like I had what it seemed like a formal relationship with her rather than the 'goofy' kind. You know, I was not the best at keeping contact with her. Also, was not the best in expressing affection. However, she holds a special place in my heart. I do remember her with utmost respect and admiration. I could not say these words to her while she was alive. I don't know how she is doing now or even knows how much I actual...