Everly

What do you want me to write about? I am on my eid vacation and nothing's quite happening with my life right now. I can talk about my cousin's first date. We are of same age and she is starting to fall in love. I bet it's wonderful. The way she was talking about him whole night, made me believe in things. She is a very good student by the way, always busy with studies and extra curricular, I always doubted she would make time for somebody. But nothing's impossible I guess. I am content being single but sometimes it gets less interesting. And sometimes I feel it won't be horrible if I have someone by my side, making me laugh, talking about songs and movies or just you know. Be there with me. I really think, love can change you. I have observed that with my close friends and now family. Or I am just craving for a pet....I really think that my life would dramatically improve if I get a pug. But my parents are horrible. They don't allow any livi...

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I miss my niece so much. I can't measure it....I remember her  every day. Every single day since she left for Ontario. 

I might be picking up my old pattern again...On the edge of a mental breakdown. I am missing Music Guy again. I don't see him around much, like two days a week maybe, even when I do, we avoid eye contact, and sometimes talk like in an indirect manner. I thought I was over the obsession but actually it is my desperateness of wanting to feel loved. When I am around my friends, I feel like I am missing out on something....It is not Music Guy who I want to be with...It is just, he is the only potential person I once loved and wanted to be with, so I am simply getting haunted by the past. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqkm0MnHAv4 Another spectacular news my mother gave me this morning...The guy(MY mom's friend's son)I was supposed to meet, is getting married this month....We just got invited. Can you believe this? I know I was against the idea after the instagram incident but it feels like a kick in my stomach... I don't know why people think it is okay to assume th...

Chick flick movies have an effect on me...I just finished watching When Harry Met Sally, it's a classic movie of the nineties and I loved it to the core. I wrote an article to The Daily Star last week, haven't had read the paper lately, I've grown lazy again. Therefore I haven't checked if they published it. I think they didn't. My dad writes to the editor now and then and gets published just three days time, I am kind of jealous.