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Sleepy. Dizzy. All the time.

Nobody has the power to wake me up. Even prince charming is powerless when I am sleeping. Wait. Am I being delusional again. My everyday scenario- I am lying in bed, my face pushed against a pillow and my mother barking at me, I swear, she just not simply shout. She barks. Yes humans do that, just wait until you meet my mom. All I am doing in the semester break is sleeping.That's very likely since I've no boyfriend, not that it matters, or any close friends who likes to hang out and like to go places. Seriously, why haven't I got any hippie friends? At least they could have kept me away from home or make me smoke pots, either way, I'd be doing something other than sleeping like pig in the house.

I am glad I am leaving house next month. Residential semester. Gonna live in a dorm which is a first. But for only 3 months. Huh. I wish it were for a whole year or years I don't mind. I am really getting sick of staying home. And in the summer. If it were winter I would never miss a cozy time watching movies under the blanket. Now there's no decent moment, I fall asleep almost anytime anywhere. Lucky for you I got 40 min nap before sitting to type here something. If I didn't, I could be falling asleep on my keyboard by now like sjkfajd.kfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffj this.









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