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serendipityˌ(sɛr(ə)nˈdɪpɪti/)

noun
  1. 1.
    the occurrence and development of events by chance in a happy or beneficial way.
    "a fortunate stroke of serendipity"
    synonyms:chance, happy chance, accident, happy accident, fluke
    God has a unique way to surprise us. A unique beautiful way. You know, the more i'm growing, i'm learning that; when you crave for something to happen and when it happens, you just can't get any happier. But when good things happen by chance, and surprise you like crazy, i think that's the awesome feeling you get. because it's beyond your expectations, it's shocking yet satisfactory. i don't know i guess i'd love to fall in this type of sweet accident. :') 

    “It's a bizarre but wonderful feeling, to arrive dead  center 

    of a target you didn't even know you were aiming for.” 


    ― Lois McMaster Bujold

    so i would rather let the path guiding me to get a new path. 

    It's not that i'm completely relying on luck and whatsoever, but sometimes i guess mistakes can be really sweet and beneficial. i mean you'll never know, what is really going out there. you'll never know if you're assure of what you really want.In crisis, you may feel what you don't have. Again, being surrounded by all the craved thingies you wanted in your life, you may feel something is really missing. My point is that, expectations and reality can be freaking different. so there'd be gaps in them. it's you who can fill the gap by taking risks, get shocked,exhausting yourself with everything that life throws at you...

    I'm not in mood with philosophy but i think it's fun to pretend like "Ms. know it all" ;)

    Coincidences, yeah they happen for a reason too. May be we don't know what God has prepared for us along the road, so we better trust him, and who knows what he's up to?

    “Remember that sometimes not getting what you want is a 
    wonderful stroke of luck.” 

    I didn't know that, this wonderful feeling has a name. A beautiful name. 
    Serendipity

    “I may not have gone where I intended to 

    go, but I think have ended up where I 

    needed to be.” 

    -Douglas Adams
    And sometimes, i feel like,this ain't gonna work. I'm not gonna able to make it. But in the end, i get overwhelmed with the fact that, "i made it through this." 
    Every time it's like i'm changing bit by bit, knowing myself differently, and it's surprising how one person may not know what they're capable of, until they finally go ahead,feel it. 
    “It's possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems.” 

    Photo: Don't care



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