Everly

noun 1. the occurrence and development of events by chance in a happy or beneficial way. "a fortunate stroke of serendipity" synonyms: chance , happy chance,  accident , happy accident,  fluke ;  God has a unique way to surprise us. A unique beautiful way. You know, the more i'm growing, i'm learning that; when you crave for something to happen and when it happens, you just can't get any happier. But when good things happen by chance, and surprise you like crazy, i think that's the awesome feeling you get. because it's beyond your expectations, it's shocking yet satisfactory. i don't know i guess i'd love to fall in this type of sweet accident. :')  “It's a bizarre but wonderful feeling, to arrive dead   center  of a target you didn't even know you were aiming for.”   ―  Lois McMaster Bujold so i would rather let the path guiding me to get a new path.  It's not that i'm completely r...

I got this feeling, you know, after watching Nicholas Sparks movies, it's like, "Omg I'm gonna die alone!"  So today, I watched "Dear John". Incredible. SO Romantic! Just loved the movie. I'm so freaking crushed on Channing Tatum,he's amazing! Made me depressed as well. Because girls like me ain't getting any guys like that, even in a lifetime. He's so freaking hot! God! why i always fall for celebs. They'll never be mine :( Oh i need a shoulder to cry on. Wish i could just cry on Tatum's sexy neck ;( Ahh like that's gonna happen ! :'( You know what! Waiting for your love of life-- that thing sucks! It's so hard, so unpredictable. I'm seventeen, girls on my age --uh i shouldn't say it all. but hey sometimes, i feel so insecure and depressed about being myself. I mean when i see those pretty girls, they get what they want, and they are always rewarded even when they screw up...sometimes i just can't f...

Today i had an orientation arranged by Prothom Alo because of my SSC (GPA5) Result.Well, what can i say? it was so stressful but yes we were also sting by awesome fun. Ahh what a day! I'm so freaking tired right now. The day was started with my mom screaming out loud in the morning (as usual) then i woke up,ugh it was so hard for me, because last night i was drugged by F.R.I.E.N.D.S series dvd on my pc. i got it from my friend ANN. Oh god i couldn't even just take rest i was watching back to back episodes with my sis for like 8 freaking hours. So i was late to get to bed and ended up late in the bus station to Chin Moitree. My friends got into the buses already then. ghosh! i get to be the loner again! but fortunately i got one of friends to sit next to me in the bus so i was relieved. But in the middle of that, the scenario was oh god, my parents and i were screaming like bitches! you know, the arguing stuffs and whatsoever. ugh Just forget it.  So, i got the bus,i got...