Everly

I take myself so granted that, if something good finally comes my way, I feel like I am gonna die.I think to myself, God planned good things for me because he is going to take me back. It is so weird because, I can't simply accept the fact that, I deserve good things in life. My whole life is not going to be a bumpy ride. Before the trip, I legitimately thought I would have an accident. I was so serious that I would die, things cannot be this perfect. But to my surprise, things are perfect. And I am still unbroken. I am still in one piece, and I feel this incredible gratitude inside my heart, I feel like I had been showered with blessings. And I had been wanting so bad, for these moments. And someone up there listened, or something happened, like a miracle and turned everything into a beautiful synergy.  I have a feeling 2020 is going to be a good year, if I believe in myself enough. 

I'm happy.

2019 was overall a good year for me, I think I grew as a person. I will be graduating this year, in June. Hopefully. It will be new chapter of my life. I have so much left to become yet. I am excited. And happy. I shopped with my own money, couple of weeks ago. I got my very first pay. It felt...AMAZING. I felt independent, and for the first time in my life, I felt like, I am not a burden. I will be tripping with my friends this month on 9th. I am so excited, I can't sleep. :) Hope this year brings health, happiness, substantial things. And of course I hope I live to see more. Dear Blog, As a tradition to write something on new year's morning, I am back. I miss writing. Happy New Year!