Everly

Abbu, Why do you freaking care so much? I'm gonna screw-up and that's universal.Please don't give me the right to upset you.I know you're so upset because of me, why does it have to be that way? Don't be sad, ever.You have accomplished fair enough.Your parents are definitely proud of you.Now let me be the reason of your pride...You know what the problem is? You want something from me, that's not really "me". I'm no hard-worker,I am a lazy dumb-ass.But you worry too much.I'll get back on my feet.It will take time.So mean-time you enjoy the life of yours.You deserve that.  source: my diary,8th May.[shorter version] Looks like I'm teaching my father how the parenting thing works.I was sorta mad at my dad for being so upset over me and my studies and whatever.But let me tell you this, My father he's a complete sweetheart.And he treats me like a 3 year old. It doesn't bother me a bit. To me, that's affection. And I won't tra...

I've been reading Anne Frank's diary at eighteen which is kind of shameful. I guess, almost everybody knows of her written treasure but me. I've heard her name plenty of times and I've been burying my curiosity all this time.I always wanted to read her diary, a.k.a The Diary of a Young Girl- as I've always been sneaky on reading other people's private journals, but how come I missed this one? The universal one? You have no idea how dumb I can get! Getting to her diary was simple. I wouldn't have to purchase it since I've already got it on my smartphone.Just downloaded the pdf file and started reading it. I have a lot more pages to go, to be honest I don't want it to end.Because it's truly sad.This girl, who used be so sensitive and cried over her mama's mocking is no longer alive...I mean where is she and how is she doing right now? what about her cat Moortje? The more I read about her, the more I wish she were alive.