Everly

Stay Happy. Stay satisfied. Stay cool.  These are easy to say, and tough to be. I really can't remember, the last time when i was fully happy, or smiling or laughing like crazy. I mean seriously, did i stop for a moment and looked back to see how i was holding up with my life? Did i take a moment to feel what i was actually feeling? No. Some how i just skipped the emotional part and continued with the practical. Some how being happy became the least thing i wanted to have in my way towards life. But is it that simple? Leading life without preferring yourself a bit? I think that we all should just stop jostling and getting lost in this worldly life. Just take a moment, see what you've been through and appreciate what you've got. Good or Bad. Wishing and Dreaming- these two are unlimited. Dreaming is good. But sometimes we dream so much that we forget the reality. Then it comes- Depression. Sadness of not getting what we fantasized of. But because of the ugly realit...

The word inspiration reminds of my cool Daddy. From the very childhood days to this critical stage of my teen age life i would just go without saying that he's been my one and only inspiration. There's no such famous writers or celebrities or anyone that i can really admire more than i admire my father. He's such a blessing for me. He's so precious, so sophisticated, so updated and so simple. His simplicity amazes me. His way of taking things seriously,his concerning behavior, his amazing personality...he's one hell of a unique person that i would never be able to find in other guys. I want him to live to the infinity. I love him so much!  For the discouraged, disheartened and broken people, Inspiration paves the day. It makes us strong enough to face situations, it helps us to see things in a different point of view, it gives us a new bright light, it guides us, it is something we all need eventually. When i get down, i get up, how? by getting inspired. I mea...

I'm feeling like something is going wrong, something is missing. Emptiness. Whenever I'm trying hard to concentrate on my life,my mind is getting lost. It's not working the way it should. I'm now fed up. Fed up of being separated from the world. I'm often staying depressed, sleeping it off and having nightmares. This whole thing sucks. The problem is, i don't know what my problem is.  If i would, then may be i could. So what now? i have exams at college almost everyday a week, and it's really making me stressed to solve my own problems. I have so many things going on, I have so much things to get done but here i am. Master of doing nothing. I thought doing nothing would make me feel better.But no! it's just making it worse.  I had a nightmare today. It was horrible. Then i realized actually i have a fear. fear of losing someone reallyyyyy close. My Dad. I can't lose him. I need him. But it's not like he's sick or something. he's he...