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My anxiety has taken havoc on my sleep and  we both know what that does to my mood  and everything basically. I feel like I am  taken back to pandemic days where  I literally had no motivation to do  anything whatsoever. I felt terrible  on those days honestly.  However, I am trying to take  control back of my life.  Today, I will try to fix my sleep,  do bit of yoga, and go out for shopping.  You know how much I love shopping.  This time, it would  be more so out of   necessity cause I got to buy a few things  before I move.  Something weird happened  recently.  I was going through a lane, I was on a  rickshaw, suddenly I felt somebody just  beat me on my leg, almost felt like it.  It was  a sudden snap and  I was shocked.  I couldn't make out who did it because  my ride was ongoing and also I was zoned out  in my own thoughts. However, when I felt it, ...

So resigned my job. I needed one month to at least organize everything.  I feel so lazy though. I haven't even started packing my suitcase.  It kind of feels surreal. This uncertainty of what my life would be like  in a new place is sort of eating me. I have been so anxious lately.  I know it is normal. Mostly, financially I have been worrying a lot.  My husband has a job but since I was also working here, I didn't need allowance from him. He did send me from time to time but I sort of felt  uncomfortable asking from him. He also doesn't want me to be dependent  on him. It sort of caused this friction in us couple of times where I would  expect he would be a provider. I can't blame him for it because since day 1 he has been clear on the fact that I have to be working, share expense, and we  would have a joint account where we would save up for the future.  I have some fears about not finding work abroad. There is cultural differences...